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February 24th 2008
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Well, now what? Yeah, it happened. I don't really care who knows. Torres, I know YOU are going to read this and go into 'I told you so' mode. Spare me. I guess I'll explain....
Yang and I have been hanging out a lot lately. You know, initially, we didn't mesh. Well, I guess that's not fair. Initially we did mesh. Then when I came to Seattle Grace, I was pretty bitchy. I guess I was afraid that she was a bit of a climber, using her mentors to get ahead. I had heard those rumors, anyway. Not saying WHERE I heard them, but they were out there. Anyway, I was pretty horrible to her. Torres assigned her to work with me and I would take ANYone but Yang. The truth was, she was pretty brilliant. She reminded me a lot of myself at her age. She knew exactly what she wanted and was very driven. I guess I could only kick her for so long and pretty soon she started growing on me. Lately she's really become a good friend and considering my general dislike of people, that's rare. She's become the person I want to be around. Sigh. Ignore that.
So, she came over tonight. I had a rough day and just didn't feel like going out. She brought beer. We ordered take out. We watched a movie. And then... well... it happened. Now she's asleep in my bed. I couldn't sleep, so I came to the computer. What the hell have I done? Did I just mess up one of the few functional friendships I have ever had in my life? Did I just screw up our work relationship? Am I about to be the laughing stock of anyone who happens to find out? Do I even care? And what the hell happens now? One thing I am completely sure of... she's pretty adorable when she's sleeping.
Yang and I have been hanging out a lot lately. You know, initially, we didn't mesh. Well, I guess that's not fair. Initially we did mesh. Then when I came to Seattle Grace, I was pretty bitchy. I guess I was afraid that she was a bit of a climber, using her mentors to get ahead. I had heard those rumors, anyway. Not saying WHERE I heard them, but they were out there. Anyway, I was pretty horrible to her. Torres assigned her to work with me and I would take ANYone but Yang. The truth was, she was pretty brilliant. She reminded me a lot of myself at her age. She knew exactly what she wanted and was very driven. I guess I could only kick her for so long and pretty soon she started growing on me. Lately she's really become a good friend and considering my general dislike of people, that's rare. She's become the person I want to be around. Sigh. Ignore that.
So, she came over tonight. I had a rough day and just didn't feel like going out. She brought beer. We ordered take out. We watched a movie. And then... well... it happened. Now she's asleep in my bed. I couldn't sleep, so I came to the computer. What the hell have I done? Did I just mess up one of the few functional friendships I have ever had in my life? Did I just screw up our work relationship? Am I about to be the laughing stock of anyone who happens to find out? Do I even care? And what the hell happens now? One thing I am completely sure of... she's pretty adorable when she's sleeping.